12 Days

Twelve days to go. Today is my last clinic day for two months. I have been saying goodbye to clients who will deliver while I am gone. Even though we have three midwives and I don't deliver everyone, I still get to see them at some point after they have the baby. I just want to thank my co-workers for filling in for me while I am gone. Melissa and Rebekah are working extra while I am away. Two strong and experienced midwives. I think everything I do is in sharper focus for me, some sort of hyper sense of awareness. I suppose this is a good thing. I am trying to stay in the moment. When I start to think about what it is I am about to do ,I get a little freaked out. Keith and I rode some laps yesterday evening. I was not at my best. Even if my sprints were not the best I do know I can stay on my bike for long periods of time. Note to self : Stay Focused, don't get distracted, enjoy the process!
Marianne